A love letter. 11:15 AM

Dear future husband,

How are you today? It is my first time writing you a letter. I hope that wherever you are right now, you are doing the things that make you happy. I want to be honest with you. Your future wife is not doing well. I am so upset because even if my day is just starting, I have already messed up and disappointed the persons who expect a lot from me. I have no one to talk to so I guess that in this way, you will know that I am not good for you yet… that I’m struggling at trying my best. Maybe the universe is telling me that I am not yet worthy of your love. Maybe we are not meant to meet at this very moment for reasons I do not know but still, I am willing to wait to be answered. The circumstances and problems we are going through, I believe, are our challenges that we have to face independently.

It is sad, right? The fact that I miss you everyday, that I think of you every time and that my love for you grows deeper every second. I pray for your wellness and I lowkey hope that you are praying the same for me.

I may not have settled the important matters I am currently dealing with, but have high hopes for me because I am strongly and full heartedly improving myself. My love, please wait for me.

Your future wife,

- A.M.

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